Brijhette F.
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I stayed here for about a week, though I'd intended to stay for two weeks. It was a beautiful environment. I learned so much more about the dharma, was able to experience different facets of Thai culture, and learned much more about myself in this quiet, austere environment. I learned that the things I expected would be hardest, like one meal a day, no tech, or long meditation sessions, weren't as hard as my mind assumed. I met other women who I'd consider to be new lifelong friends. I loved being disconnected from technology, entering into a more balanced relationship with food, letting go of hustle culture, and immersed into nature and learning about Buddhism and culture.
I ended up cutting my trip short solely due to the actions of one of the laywomen (not a guest, but someone staying for months at a time). That person, though initially kind, continued to practice behaviors that I found to be overbearing: constantly and relentlessly finding fault with my clothes, chores, sitting postures, and more. Unfortunately, I learned that several other visitors left feeling the same. It was increasingly hard to focus on deepening my practice because a part of my brain felt surveilled at all times. I chose to leave early and use the extra days exploring Laos before returning to Bangkok, and am glad I did.
All in all, my experience was overwhelmingly positive. The support of the villagers was incredible to witness. The dedication of the monks was impressive. Some rituals, chants, and dharma talks were so beautiful and penetrating that they moved my emotionally reserved soul to tears. I'll always look upon this time with joy.
I sincerely hope that the person who caused unneeded suffering for myself and others adopts another way of engaging with guests, and practices focusing more on their own practice and less on enforcing / ensuring perfect rule compliance for others.
Thank you, Wat Pah Nanachat, for the immense offerings you give to both international and local visitors, to the surrounding villages, and to the world. Deep bows.