John Nino C.
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PARA KAY C
I read "Human Acts" in 2023, having bought it from an online secondhand bookshop. I didn't expect to carry its grief with me. It was my first Han Kang book, and I read more of her works after that. A year later, she won the Nobel Prize in Literature, becoming the first Korean and first Asian woman to do so. I felt proud, like someone I knew had made it.
Recently, I had a chance to visit South Korea, Han Kang's homeland and the soil of her stories. I was excited because our tour by PAPH Travel and Tours (#TravelWithPAPH) included a stop at Starfield Library. I packed her book from Iloilo and brought it with me. I was even ready to show it to the immigration officer. 🤭
And the day has come.
We arrived wet from the rain, but stepping inside the Library was like a warm embrace. It was really magical that I called it a #BodyAndSeoul moment.
Hinga nang malalim.
Standing there, surrounded by thousands of books, the experience triggered a deeply personal memory. Amid the crowd, I remembered C, a very good friend, the kind you won't forget even if the world insists on moving forward. We once promised to build our #Librolusyon, a library for all. That is why in that magical space, my thoughts kept on repeating: "We should have been here together."
But life, as it turns out, had a plot twist like K-Drama: we lost C to c@ncer more than a decade ago. Since then, I've kept my half of the promise building our library. Slowly and alone.
Yet standing there among those books, the slow dance with grief and the quiet keeping of that promise found some peace.
It never felt lonely.
It was like coming home. 🌻